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Who had: Blaire will not be answering that (because she cannot explain it), "let's get you a pamphlet to educate yourself"?

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Three cats in a trench coat
Three cats in a trench coat
24 August 2025 9:21 AM

I desperately want confrontation or some kind of clap back RUSTY I APPRECIATE HOW YOU DONT RUSH THE STORY BUT IVE BEEN ON THE EDGE OF MY SEAT FOR WHAT FEELS LIKE EONS!!! (but of course, don’t push yourself or the comic because I genuinely love the pacing)

StarSoBright
StarSoBright
24 August 2025 9:59 AM

The use of the panels are lovely!!! Good job!

woolu
woolu
24 August 2025 10:27 AM

You’re such an admirable artist!! Just the way your panels flow and the way your style can express feelings so vividly… Aaahhhh!

Blais
Blais
24 August 2025 11:42 AM

Apostate Riley is so stunningly attractive. I hope she also appears when Riley has sobered up.

Also it wasn’t my imagination; her Apostate Form hair really is longer. I wonder why (since it seemed like cutting her hair to a practical length represented her breaking free of religiously imposed femininity). Maybe that’s how long it was in real life when she first realized she was a lesbian and therefore in conflict with the religion she was raised in?

Still K
Still K
24 August 2025 3:57 PM

I recommended this comic to a friend recently and in that context looked at the very first pages again, and I just have to say how incredibly much your style and art have improved! The last pages have been absolutely stunning.

Pushing it back onto the very pamphlets she already essentially had a small breakdown about is probably not going to go super well with drunk Riley though. She might do nothing except mentally snap out of the self-doubt a bit, or she might make an entire scene. It remains to be seen, I suppose.
(My guess from last page is definitely still on. Even if Blaire isn’t even trying to explain, just foisting her off onto someone else. Boo, Blaire, use your own brain! At least try! If you can’t explain it to someone else, you didn’t understand it yourself!)

Apples
Apples
24 August 2025 5:05 PM

An irony of fate has made me break up with my boyfriend because he came out as trans right before Riley is going to break up with her gf for related reasons 🥲 sigh

Anita
Anita
24 August 2025 6:22 PM

Blaire’s dress continues to stunning… The way she almost seems to be part of the starry night sky? Beautiful. Meanwhile, Riley’s demon form continues to be intriguing. And the contrast between Blaire’s sparkle and Riley’s complete darkness? Peak.

Also not the fucking pamphlets again. Clearly they didn’t help. At least come up with some kind of terrible book or something. By hteir very nature pamphlets can only contain so much information!

✂️🍆
✂️🍆
24 August 2025 7:37 PM

Was this the same day as the chapter interlude when Riley had a meltdown about being forced into a dress? Blaire’s about to unknowingly trigger Apostate Riley further by bringing up both that day and those damn pamphlets.

anonymoo
anonymoo
24 August 2025 8:08 PM

Breaking up one image to look like three separate panels to represent their breaking apart as a couple is so visually clever. You’re a fantastic comic artist!

Simp
Simp
24 August 2025 11:37 PM

She really is an NPC

Crypty (always appreciates a good alley)
Crypty (always appreciates a good alley)
25 August 2025 1:14 AM

I thought that “huh” commentor from last week just realized her definition of woman was sexist, when she didn’t answer my question “what does being a woman FEEL like”

but she was actually just predicting the next page!

Ms. Clicker
Ms. Clicker
25 August 2025 1:52 AM

Comon’ Alcohol…tell Blaire about all the things said that day. This girl needs to know how crazy she sounds sometimes fr

lunaaaaa
lunaaaaa
25 August 2025 5:27 AM

I wonder if Riley will crash out at the idea of more pamphlets, that’s the last thing she needs

Celina
Celina
25 August 2025 6:01 AM

I love the way apostate Riley’s tail just shows, together with her claws… Oh-ho-ho-ho… That’s NOT over yet… I hope!

iza
iza
25 August 2025 7:37 AM

sometimes i wish your comic wasn’t so freaking accurate lmao. like, i wish this really was as made up as gendies think it is.

but the fact there are people who act like you’re doing strawman arguments with the blaire thing (i just recently found out theres gendie ao3 fanfic of your characters?? ew) and doubt that people like blaire exist is baffling.

they are literally just completely dead wrong. ive been trying to make friends in real life as part of my exposure therapy to get over my debilitating social anxiety and my new friend (literally recommended to me by my psychometrician since we both have autism) is so blaire coded.

she’s bisexual, super feminine, super into makeup (she went to college to be an esthetician) & earlier today she started talking about people she found attractive like superman et cetera yada yada, then she showed me a they/them tiktok woman she’s into, so i showed her a couple pictures of some women i like, one was a masc lesbian and the other was more of a tomboy, so not dressed up either.

my friend IMMEDIATELY they/themmed her, but didn’t theythem the other one because she’s a little more feminine (aka her hair is a bob instead of cropped super short. that was the only real difference i could notice other than race) and i just. i’m suffering. i feel like i just got riley’d by real life. the chance of finding anyone in real life who’s ever going to “get” it. and the thing is, just like blaire, my friend is also generally a very nice person! probably nicer than most people i’ve met. and she’s still mentally stripping away people’s womanhood when they don’t fit certain criteria. more than a little disappointing.

like. dude. i WISH you were inventing this stuff, but literally anyone who’s been around a decent amount of The Gendereds have run into all of it. creepy tims, the QT collective, the financial weirdness involved, blaire…. it’s all painfully real and relatable and i’m so tired of it. there’s such a pathetic element to the people who still stalk this comic, dedicatedly thumbs-downing every comment that compliments you, frothing at the mouth to try and “reclaim” your writing as if they aren’t just proving your point.

anyway i’ll stop being off topic and ranting. it fucking baffles me how people pretend you’re inventing these problems. like. these issues are verbatim from real life. people are just too brainwashed to notice them.

might have to comment on this properly later when my brain works better but as always, this is so beautiful despite the tension of the story. i like that blaire’s eyes also aren’t visible but in a different way to rileys, they are literally not seeing eye to eye. the fragmenting of the frames, the fat riley’s tail is circling blaire ominously and the arrow’s pointing away from her, it’s all just building up so intriguingly. i love this version of riley and i am SO EXCITED to see where it goes. especially now that she just brought up the pamphlets when riley’s already started spinning out about this!!!

iza
iza
25 August 2025 8:04 AM

soooOOOOOOOOO hoping the next chapter’s going to be all about riley and her past…….. that chapter cover is going to POP OFF you just KNOW… if it’s little riley and apostate riley together i will SCREAM…. AUSUFHFSUHF ugh i can’t wait

Nonnie
Nonnie
25 August 2025 8:14 AM

Not gonna lie, I screamed so hard and my cat woke up.

TifHater
TifHater
25 August 2025 11:20 AM

“There were a lot of things said that day” Hhmmm I bet there were…

Crow
Crow
27 August 2025 1:52 AM

Hi – I noticed on the speedpaint you use a 3d model as a reference to sketch the page. Do you use a specific program to generate the 3d models, or does someone else make them for you? Trying to improve my own art and the pointers would be nice.

Blue Hair Blaire
Blue Hair Blaire
29 August 2025 9:04 AM

Aww! The thick plotters! Can’t believe it took me so long to realize Apostate Riley has long hair, but I love it! Hopefully we’ll see her full design when It happens?

One question, though…doesn’t Blaire have a friend who likes makeup and skirts and uses he/they? Surely she should realize it’s okay for Jaden to just be a butch woman and wearing a shirt or having a haircut doesn’t necessarily mean anything except that she likes those things?

Blaire does seen to genuinely look cheesed at Riley for the first time tonight–I hope the breakup won’t be too messy right here and now (although the demon in me lowkey wants to see Jaden’s reaction to repeatedly hearing her gender discussed while she’s in the room. I’m imagining her sheepishly chiming in “Hey, guys–I’m a girl! Don’t worry, people get confused all the time!” and Blaire snapping back to reflexively go “Not now, Jaden!)

Your local tortoiseshell cat
Your local tortoiseshell cat
31 August 2025 7:17 AM

As a detrans woman myself, even I never really understood what people involved in this flavor of the trans movement would actually consider gender identity to be. If you asked my younger self, I would’ve said that it’s basically just what physical sex characteristics you wish you had, but I know that this crowd would’ve called that ~invalidating~ or whatever. I know that it’s basically just “I want to be seen as more subversive and gender non-conforming without actually changing my actions or questioning the nature of my relationship to beauty standards”, but Elissa “FemboyBewbs2000” Samson probably isn’t going to be recognizing that, let alone admitting it out loud. I say this to illustrate that this gendie logic is so inconsistent, it wasn’t even understandable to someone who you think would’ve been on board with it more than the allies like Blaire.

I have such vivid memories of secretly thinking these people were on some real bullshit, but not wanting to say it out loud for fear of social backlash. There’s some real irony to my younger self thinking “I’m so much more correct than these people, because MY concept of my gender identity is just based on wishing I had a male body, and therefore it’s not caught up in arbitrary and harmful societal ideals of masculinity and femininity.” It all crumbled when I realized that it’s all societally influenced – the intense alienation I felt from my physical form wasn’t because I was somehow fundamentally wired differently, it was because of what I absorbed about how our society sexualizes the female body. My desire to escape that was met with online echoes of “Cis people don’t question their gender, if you’re spending this much time asking whether you’re trans, then you’re trans.”

BlackSwallowtail
BlackSwallowtail
31 August 2025 7:58 AM

Say pamphlets one more time, Blaire.