Special thanks to Miss Mare for providing the sketch for the male crotch. You are fighting on the front lines of ending my lesbian suffering, and for that I thank you.
Inside you there are two wolves, one is like “FUCK YEAH RIP HIS DICK OFF AND STRANGLE HIM WITH IT!” and the other is crying and running for the eye bleach… I would be upset with you for making me see Chris bulge if I didn’t pity you for having to draw it 😅
Many condolences, breastie U_U
Thankfully I didn’t have to draw it from scratch, I outsourced that to Hettie-Beloved, Breastie-Behemoth Man-Enjoyer Mare. So I’m doing okay XDD
No, no. I do have a lot of people who report me regularly, but I actually deleted it myself recently because I was spending too much time on it, just scrolling. I couldn’t be disciplined enough to cut down on my usage, so I just completely deleted it. Sorry for the confusion <3
If men don’t want to be kicked in the nuts, then why do they chose to keep them outside of the body, hmm?
Also the flash back to reality of all these women listening to this is gonna break my heart even more.
🤢🤮🤢🤮 that was not what I was going for – when I asked Mare to draw it for me I just said “can you draw a man crotch from a slightly above angle for me?”
Buuuut up to interpretation I guess! Men do just be like that so :///
A lot of people have been commenting on you deleting your Instagram, and I just washed to say good for you!
A combination of Instagram and YouTube were responsible for me falling into the trans movement and I am so grateful that I desisted before I did anything more serious than cutting my hair and trying to hide my breasts by wearing multiple sports bras.
In particular, I am incredibly thankful for my mom and dad for helping me accept reality and understand that biology doesn’t necessarily dictate personality and personality certainly doesn’t dictate biology. I’m still working on growing my hair out (though I’m much happier with it now), because although I once enjoyed having short hair, today having short hair only reminds me of the delusional 14 year old girl I once was.
After I accepted reality and that I am female, I tried to manage my in lnstagram usage more and spend less of my time on it. When I found that I couldn’t, I deleted Instagram and haven’t regretted it once. Kudos to you for doing the same! ❤️
Thank you 🥰 I am definitely noticing an improvement in my attention span and mood already!
It’s always interesting to hear confirmation that a large swath of people adopt trans identifies through seeing others do it on social media. There is absolutely a component of social contagion to trans “identity”.
Glad you stopped wearing multiple sports bras! When I was in high school (late 2000’s early 2010’s), trans stuff was still pretty contained to tumblr, but I remember similarly being introduced to the concept of binding through it!
Like a lot of teenage girls , I was experiencing a huge aversion to my body, especially my breasts, and hearing there was a way to remove the “problem” was so enticing to me. I followed a tutorial on wearing a tanktop and binding with tape over it and went to school several times like that.
I stopped because I couldn’t make myself go very flat, and I was struggling to breathe – but it definitely made me so much more aware of my body as a “problem”. To the point I was saving for a double masectomy consultation at 18 (Thankfully did not follow through).
I never adopted a trans identity. It never made sense to me, even back then. I enjoyed being a girl with short hair and hairy legs, I was very used to being mistaken for a boy, and just thought it was funny.
But yeah, social media was much closer to it’s infancy, and I didn’t get a mobile phone until I was 17 (and I picked a flip one, so no social media XDD). I’m sure my bodily discomfort would have been even worse had I had things like instagram or tiktok back then.
Don’t forget your own words though. Being a woman with short hair is not synonymous with delusion. At all. Personal preference is what it is, but your upbringing has a lot to do with it.
As a feminist I encourage women to cut all their hair off at least once. It’s a good way to see it is indeed just hair, and lose the ego/insecurity about it. I’ve been having mine buzzed since I was a child – and often my mum had hers buzzed too.
damn, the way you drew Chris’s face somehow manages to fill me with terror instantly.
i’m not going to say it’s subtle, because it’s clearly an angry man, but you know how people design”scary characters” and they put 1000s of sharp teeth and black eyes and blood dripping and things like that.
The way you drew Chris manages to be scarier than all of that with simply showing an angry man with gnashed teeth, along with the text bubble too.
we don’t even need to see how angry his eyes are, we just know based on looking at him that he really wants to hurt the characters we love. the drawing effectively taps into a very real fear.
Thank you!!
Yeah I think showing his eyes might even ruin the effect. What you don’t see can be made just as effective as what you do. I feel I’ve learned and grown a lot from this chapter, and using such restricted visuals for Chris has definitely been a big part of it!
32 thoughts on “CH12P37”
Jay
Inside you there are two wolves, one is like “FUCK YEAH RIP HIS DICK OFF AND STRANGLE HIM WITH IT!” and the other is crying and running for the eye bleach… I would be upset with you for making me see Chris bulge if I didn’t pity you for having to draw it 😅
rustyhearts
Many condolences, breastie U_U
Thankfully I didn’t have to draw it from scratch, I outsourced that to Hettie-Beloved, Breastie-Behemoth Man-Enjoyer Mare. So I’m doing okay XDD
anonymoo
The last panel turned me 101% more lesbian, good job!
rustyhearts
silver lining, lmfao!!
Iota
I’m curious, did Instagram ban you? Your account appears deactivated in my DMs.
rustyhearts
No, no. I do have a lot of people who report me regularly, but I actually deleted it myself recently because I was spending too much time on it, just scrolling. I couldn’t be disciplined enough to cut down on my usage, so I just completely deleted it. Sorry for the confusion <3
Mary
If men don’t want to be kicked in the nuts, then why do they chose to keep them outside of the body, hmm?
Also the flash back to reality of all these women listening to this is gonna break my heart even more.
rustyhearts
Too true! If they don’t want a be kicked, why not wear a cup? Basically asking for it, smh!
And oh yes, buckle up for the end of the flashback 🤣🤣
Ms. Clicker
Okay but did we have to see the opening too?😭😭 Sis got the anime crotch subtitles on💀💀
rustyhearts
LMFAO, you’re killing me 🤣🤣
Valerie
YES YES YES KICK HIM SO HARD HE DIES
rustyhearts
It’s tiiiime 👏👏👏
Terf-chan
Can’t wait for the nutcracker debut this Friday!
rustyhearts
You and me both 🥰🥰
Crypty
Target Acquired.
rustyhearts
Lock on initiated, preparing for launch…!
Nonnie
Straight girl here: GO, SHEZ! CONCENTRATE ALL YOUR STRENGTH IN THAT KICK!!!!
rustyhearts
True ally, thank you breastie 🩷🩷🩷
Norm L. Esbian
i just want her to kick stomp and grind if you know what i mean. fucking obliterated. pissing out of a straw for the rest of his life.
rustyhearts
Agree, agree, agree.
alpacafem
Ew now I’m even more of a penis loathing dyke.
rustyhearts
You’re so right for this.
english is too cheap of a language to describe my disgust
So Chr*s is aroused by killing his step daughter…
rustyhearts
🤢🤮🤢🤮 that was not what I was going for – when I asked Mare to draw it for me I just said “can you draw a man crotch from a slightly above angle for me?”
Buuuut up to interpretation I guess! Men do just be like that so :///
Normal person
Love all the twists and turns this story has taken – we know that it was all leading up to a hit in the balls, but the journey has been great.
Also IMO the crotch panel mercifully doesn’t look like an erection, just a regular passive penis that’s unaware it’s about to get destroyed lmao.
rustyhearts
Thank you! It’s likewise been an absolute treat to see readers react to them all 🥰🥰
And you’ve got the right idea re: intentions with that last panel!
Becky
But why can I smell his breath?
Dagny Taggart
A lot of people have been commenting on you deleting your Instagram, and I just washed to say good for you!
A combination of Instagram and YouTube were responsible for me falling into the trans movement and I am so grateful that I desisted before I did anything more serious than cutting my hair and trying to hide my breasts by wearing multiple sports bras.
In particular, I am incredibly thankful for my mom and dad for helping me accept reality and understand that biology doesn’t necessarily dictate personality and personality certainly doesn’t dictate biology. I’m still working on growing my hair out (though I’m much happier with it now), because although I once enjoyed having short hair, today having short hair only reminds me of the delusional 14 year old girl I once was.
After I accepted reality and that I am female, I tried to manage my in lnstagram usage more and spend less of my time on it. When I found that I couldn’t, I deleted Instagram and haven’t regretted it once. Kudos to you for doing the same! ❤️
rustyhearts
Thank you 🥰 I am definitely noticing an improvement in my attention span and mood already!
It’s always interesting to hear confirmation that a large swath of people adopt trans identifies through seeing others do it on social media. There is absolutely a component of social contagion to trans “identity”.
Glad you stopped wearing multiple sports bras! When I was in high school (late 2000’s early 2010’s), trans stuff was still pretty contained to tumblr, but I remember similarly being introduced to the concept of binding through it!
Like a lot of teenage girls , I was experiencing a huge aversion to my body, especially my breasts, and hearing there was a way to remove the “problem” was so enticing to me. I followed a tutorial on wearing a tanktop and binding with tape over it and went to school several times like that.
I stopped because I couldn’t make myself go very flat, and I was struggling to breathe – but it definitely made me so much more aware of my body as a “problem”. To the point I was saving for a double masectomy consultation at 18 (Thankfully did not follow through).
I never adopted a trans identity. It never made sense to me, even back then. I enjoyed being a girl with short hair and hairy legs, I was very used to being mistaken for a boy, and just thought it was funny.
But yeah, social media was much closer to it’s infancy, and I didn’t get a mobile phone until I was 17 (and I picked a flip one, so no social media XDD). I’m sure my bodily discomfort would have been even worse had I had things like instagram or tiktok back then.
Don’t forget your own words though. Being a woman with short hair is not synonymous with delusion. At all. Personal preference is what it is, but your upbringing has a lot to do with it.
As a feminist I encourage women to cut all their hair off at least once. It’s a good way to see it is indeed just hair, and lose the ego/insecurity about it. I’ve been having mine buzzed since I was a child – and often my mum had hers buzzed too.
Anyway, thanks for sharing!!
Parniya’s biggest fan
Ew penis 🤢
Hopefully Shez sanitizes her hand after, jokes of course lol *goes back into hiding because of scary pages*
i do not like that man
damn, the way you drew Chris’s face somehow manages to fill me with terror instantly.
i’m not going to say it’s subtle, because it’s clearly an angry man, but you know how people design”scary characters” and they put 1000s of sharp teeth and black eyes and blood dripping and things like that.
The way you drew Chris manages to be scarier than all of that with simply showing an angry man with gnashed teeth, along with the text bubble too.
we don’t even need to see how angry his eyes are, we just know based on looking at him that he really wants to hurt the characters we love. the drawing effectively taps into a very real fear.
rustyhearts
Thank you!!
Yeah I think showing his eyes might even ruin the effect. What you don’t see can be made just as effective as what you do. I feel I’ve learned and grown a lot from this chapter, and using such restricted visuals for Chris has definitely been a big part of it!
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